my top 4 fears (technically 5)

everyone in the world has at least one fear even if they don't want to admit it!!!! i myself i guess you can say is fairly whimpy as i have a fair few. i feel i may sometimes get a bit muddled with fear and a slight fright but i can be certain that the next five things i have a strong fear against. with any of them i can end up crying, shaking, struggling to breath and its not nice but hopefully one day i can get over them fears and become a better less scared person. i mean yes i get anxiety a lot but i want to try and slowly overcome a few fears eventually so i don't find it to hard to do things as much as i sometimes do.

number 4 in my list of fears has to be blood!!!!
this is just because it bring memories of horrible times and also its just not a really nice thing. when i see blood i just freak out a little bit and the worst thing i guess about blood is the chance of needles that come with it i just really don't like that concept at all. yes i'm a woman but just because of that doesn't mean i should be scared of blood i get told this all the time. i have a fear and i cant help that

number three in my list is spiders!!!!
oh my! just make sure one of those things don't come near me cause i will scream. no matter what size they are i just cant stand them it just not right nothing in the world should have 8 legs just no! i had what most people would call a tiny money spider on my hand a few weeks back and i screamed so loudly felt so itchy and flung my arms about and had to get in the shower as soon as i possibly could.

number two on my list is heights!!!!
i hate heights so much especially for example if i'm out shopping and i'm on the third floor and all it is between me and seeing the floor is a glass plane i cant go near it i hate looking down it makes me feel sick and i just don't like it. i also under this would say falling from such heights is something i wouldn't like at all the fear of that is just so high so i just stay clear and try and avoid it as much as possible (this is technically a fifth fear but as it is linked to this i just wrote it hear).

number one on my list is clowns!!!!
i can't stand clown to the point i have to run away and i'm crying and shaking unable to breath. the whole concept of the red nose the wig and the ridiculous clothes and shoes i just hate it even just writing this is freaking me out a little bit just because of the idea. i once got chased by a clown with a chainsaw on Halloween and ever since i get so scared. its hard cause clowns are supposed to be funny but i really don't like them. i got made to watch Stephen Kings it and i cried throughout shaking and i wish i never saw it. if i see a red balloon floating around by itself it freaks me out to the point i need to get as far away as possible form it just in case there is a clown near by. (i understand that clowns can have any kind of balloon but its just the red balloons freak me out the most for some reason).

so what is your fears? and do you agree on anything i have said in my list i would love to hear from you!!!!